Monday, 8 December 2008

Will Thursday EVER come?

God, it makes me wonder; will Thursday - the day that we're doing Christmas Carols on, and the day that I'm going to see him again - ever rear its seemingly beautiful, gorgeous angelic face? Maybe, if I don't think about it as much... it will come quicker? I mean, today, well, THAT just dragged on forever. A lot happens in one day you know. But it was bugging me how painfully slow each lesson was going. And the one lesson that I actually enjoy comes and goes like emotions of a 13 year old girl do (that's quick, for those of you who are physically unable to understand my advanced way of thinking). I love him so much that I can't even go four days without seeing him?
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What sort of a retard am I? (and no, you don't answer that.)
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Love Deanna xxx

With you...

Oh, I'm sorry, but I couldn't help but write a poem on the events of the Christmas Fayre, and I thought that I would share it with you...
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With You
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You came in the room
And I saw you;
Shining like the sun,
And I remembered; why so long ago
I knew you were 'the one'.
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Your eyes shone like stars
In the night sky,
And; I started to shake
So scared that you were just a dream;
That I was soon going to wake.
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It was so lovely;
To see you again,
But I sort of wish you weren't there,
I was starting to learn to live without you
After you left me lost in despair.
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I don't mean to say
It in such a manner
That you think I didn't want to,
But because of that day - my life is so special
All because it was spent with you.
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What do you think of that?
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Love Deanna xxx

Saturday, 6 December 2008

I'm the happiest person on Earth!

Oh. My. GOD!!! I feel so happy, which I haven't done in a while. I wonder why? Well, you remember the person that I cried over for eleven days? I went to the Christmas Fayre today, at the church that is just next door. It started at 11 O'clock, and I got there at about 1 ish (the trains were being retarded). I walked around, bought a couple of things, and then I looked over to the door. And there he was. I think I actually took a 6 time take, to make sure that I wasn't hallucinating! And then, for some extremely odd reason, I avoided him. Then I started shaking, and then my knees started to feel weak, and all I could think was, 'oh, for God's sake, don't give way on me now! Then he came over and was like, "Hey. How are you?" and all I could say was, "Better, now that you're here." And then I started talking to him, and now he's going to come to the Christmas Carols! He was like, "oh, I'm going to have to go soon. When can I see you again?" So I said the Christmas carols, and I said that I'll get a friend that goes to his mum for piano lessons to keep him posted.
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Yay me!!! I'm happy again!!!
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Love Deanna xxx